Since ancient times, the aspirations of people are often unpredictable. Human beings often hesitate between ideals and reality in their dreamlike lives. Today, I entered the virtual world again as usual. The card drawing interface in front of me was like an invisible scroll, waiting for me to depict its fate. On September 5, Zhongli, the guardian of the rock, reappeared, and his long-lost figure immediately aroused endless waves in my heart.
But as the ancients said: “If I get it, I am lucky, if I don’t, it is my fate.” No matter how many times you try to grasp the fleeting luck, the final result is often caught off guard. Drawing cards, this behavior is just a few flicks of the fingers on the surface, but in fact it affects thousands of hearts and minds. How many people are looking forward to the arrival of that moment of glory, as if looking for the long-lost comfort in life, trying to find a ray of true belonging from the virtual world.
In this era of vanity and bustle, the passage of time is often obscured by daily trivialities. At this time, the changes brought about by card drawing inadvertently reveal the deep desire and emptiness in people’s hearts. As the saying goes, a hundred years of life is like the flow of water; a moment of card drawing is like a dream. Those resounding recharge numbers seem to be a challenge to fate, as if saying: “I would like to exchange this for an expectation, even if it is only a short moment.”
The rules of card drawing are also profound. If we talk about its meaning, it is actually a portrayal of gains and losses in life. If you draw eighty to ninety times, you may get Zhongli, but if you are biased and choose other permanent characters, the number of card draws required will double, which seems to imply the impermanence of life. The pace of desire has never stopped, but the flag of reason is always defeated by the subsequent loss. In this game of numbers and fate, who is leading the progress of the game?
Indeed, although three hundred dollars seems insignificant today, it may be a comfort to the ancients to exchange a little gold and silk for a hope. How can money really buy what one wants? However, people’s hearts are like water and can change direction at any time. The act of recharging seems to be a symbol of challenging fate, but it may also become a compromise of personal will.
If we look at it from a modern perspective, the recharge system in the game may be regarded as a simple transaction, and for some people, it is also a means to soothe their inner anxiety. In the flow of this little bit of money, there are small but real hopes one after another. Even such a simple act also carries a little vanity and uncertainty, just as every choice in life often contains the interweaving of expectations and confusion.
However, even if sometimes one is unwilling to give up, the result is not as expected, and the loss becomes a kind of silent enlightenment. Perhaps, this is part of life – in the long river of time, sometimes we can’t get some of the things we like, but this does not mean that we have to stagnate. Every loss is a lesson in life, and every wait is a baptism of life.
In the process of this card drawing, I felt a profound implication. The game is just a mirror of the human spiritual world, which reflects our expectations of fate and our desire for the unknown. Just like every temptation in life, we can never predict the final outcome, but this process of persistence and pursuit is enough to make us inadvertently realize more of the meaning of life.
I put down my phone and stared at the gradually darkening sky outside the window, and a deep feeling surged in my heart. Everyone’s life is a card drawing – no one can be sure whether they can get Zhongli, maybe they can only get another ordinary character. But what does it matter? What we are pursuing is not the courage to find ourselves in hope and to hone our way forward in disappointment?
Destiny is like the process of drawing cards, always full of variables, but amidst these variables, it is still worth our hope and our courageous pursuit.